Beccy Owen's song blog (Slog?!)
I am working full time, and will be doing most of the writing/recording in snatched moments, before breakfast, when I can't sleep and when I've seen that Simpsons episode that's on the telly too many time already.


Hounds of Love (FutureKate version)
Hello!
Here’s an arrangement that I did for schools that didn’t make it into this year’s Big Sing Goes Wild pack (for copyright reasons). It’s half way between the Kate Bush original and the Futureheads cover version.
If you’re a teacher or choir leader and you’d like the mp3’s (including separate learning tracks of the different backing vocals), email me at fairysnuff@gmail.com
If you’re a music-type and want to use this demo track to write parts (strings…bass…anything!), it’d be a joyful thing, so get in touch on the above address.
Over and out for now!
x
I thought I’d have returned to re-slog by now, but I’ve (happily!) ended up engaged in Theatre making instead over the past few months.
However! I have been gigging with some of the songs that I made in August. I did at gig in Newcastle last week, and I performed the following songs from this blog, which are now ‘complete’.
90’s Lester Bangs
Calico (with harpist Rhodri Davies)
You Can’t Afford To Feel It
TIgelily
IT FELT GREAT! LIke actual movement has taken place.
So. More theatre making for January (One woman show I’m co-writing and performing in, Sawdust and Stardust, at Live Theatre, Newcastle 15th - 22nd Jan 2010), but then I’m determined to do another month - possibly february, possibly March. I’ll keep you posted.
Happy New Year
Beccy x
by Beccy Owen
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Small pills mellow my
Jellied, atrophied
Marrow and muscle.
.
A proximal fracture
Of the humerus,
Negotiable bone,
.
Displaced by the chill
Gravel of the cold,
Unforgiving road.
.
A sickly tingle
Lurks after swelling,
Yells to synapses
.
Of a past, of ways
The whole lubberly
Being must decide
.
To compensate. I’ve
Moved too hastily
All my life, too quick.
.
Now inertia, not
Creeping as through age
Or seeping through sleep,
.
Is a realist.
It smacks like famine,
Anchoring sadness.
I thought a nineties Lester Bangs
Would be my ideal man, oh
I gave up scales and embouchure
And shunned a young entrepreneur
I tried to get into The Stooges
I tried a host of pop manoeuvres
But every time I posed him seduction
He’s working on his sentence construction
He said to become more adroit
He’d have to go the long haul to Detroit, oh
I have up all my summer months
To prove to him that I was punk
I got submerged in Astral Weeks
I navigated all the cliques
But when I need him to say ‘oh love, I need ya’
He’s nipple-deep in some new-fangled media
So I went back to embouchure
And became a raconteur
mikestep1 asked: Hi Beccy - Mike Stephenson here of fixed abode. Just wanted to say thanks for the song slog. Really enjoyed it. Came back from a few weeks leave to find your mail and have just finished listening to the whole months output. Have also learned what embouchure is also which may come in handy someday! Take care x
Hey Mike
Thanks for your message.
Always glad to be of service with new words. I love new words. Ironically, it was reading Lester Bangs that alerted me to the work embouchure in the first place! I challenge you to get it into a conversation TOMORROW.
All the best,
beccy x

(Photo by James Sebright)
WOOHOO!!!
That’s 31 songs in as many days.
It’s been very enjoyable. Thanks for all the fantastic feedback on here and on Facebook/Twitter. I’ve been really interested to hear what people think of the songs, which ones are peoples favourites, which ones they don’t connect with at all, etc. Keep it coming!
Off the top of my head, here are ten things I’ve found out during the Slog so far:
1) It’s possible to make something cool even with 10 minutes to spare
2) I’ve watched a lot less t.v. and am on the internet less
3) When everything is valued, when the internal ‘editor’ is late to arrive at the party - and is firm but fair when she does - more interesting ideas can come
4) I am more confident, fulfilled and playful in myself, generally, when I am regularly writing songs
5) The word ‘song’ is flexible
6) I lack production know-how and would like to learn more
7) Sometimes it’s frustrating to leave yesterday’s song behind
8) Sometimes it’s liberating to leave yesterday’s song behind
9) The only rules are the ones I make
10) I would like to carry on with this project, somehow
With numbers 7), 9) and 10) in mind, I am going to change the ‘rules’ slightly. As of today, a new pledge:
- Work on a new song each day, although this might not be a whole song and it might not be a different song each day, i.e. work on the song I started yesterday some more today
- Look back over the last month and plumb the archive for interesting ideas and songs to extend, edit, improve, refine…
- Continue blogging (I’m still deciding if this will be daily, weekly or less frequent, and also if it will include the song I’m working on…I will certainly post teasers, if nothing else!)
Thanks for reading/listening.
ONWARD!
x
THIRTY-ONE
Breaking Distances
He said let’s make our vows
Then drove me homeward
We watched Northumberland disappear
I drank a Talisker
I drank the flask dry
Till I’d found existential clarity
I don’t always get my way with him
But he always gets my ways
Our breaking distances
Our need for distance is the same
I don’t always get my way with him
But he always gets my ways
So I think I’ll take my vow with him
Cos I want him in my days
DAY THIRTY
Untitled
I burn to love you out loud, I burn to love you out loud, do you recognise I am weak when I feel
DAY TWENTY-EIGHT
Rock n roll may never save my life
But it nurses me well
In the chaos you’re the best advice
Vibrate through each and every cell
Chilly outside but my interior’s warm
I feel hopeful we’ll find what we’re looking for
I’m not worried about using clichés
I’ll use them all if it means you know.
I’ll wash your feet, I’ll make you lunch,
I’ll pick you up, I’ll invent a way for you to not have to go to work.
I like your braces. I like your innards. I like your cheeks. I like your gulp. I like that you don’t know how much I like you.
(no audio - been at Danny and Aimee’s wedding. May follow. LOVE EACH OTHER WELL)